Thoughts

My roommate goes home every weekend because she lives so close to campus (about 40 minutes or so). So often times I am just by myself on the weekend. Of course I do have other friends that stay, but they are off doing the stereotype college type things that I don't really partake in (mostly because I don't fancy being arrested at 18). This basically leave me with a lot of time. I am notorious for wasting time.

There are so many things that I should be doing with my time on the weekend. But more often than not I jus procrastinate until the last  possible minute. Procrastination is your worst enemy in college. Just sayin.

But it is only Friday evening so I have two days to accomplish as much as possible. However today I made the mistake of just thinking. And for me, that is usually bad. When I do that I generally end up thinking about why in the world are we even here, and what is the point of us being here, and what is the point of my being here and why haven't I made a difference yet? Which of course these thoughts are all philosophical and good but they are slightly pointless. All they do is serve to make the people upset or worry about things that are unnecessary and nearly beyond the point of having an answer.  Beside, most of the answers to these questions can only be opinion and not fact. So I did what I normally do when I start getting all deep thought (of this sort at least) on myself. I took a nap. It was brilliant and I feel much less confused on my life. Thank you nap.

I do however feel the  need to be creative and productive to counteract my negative thought flow. I'm going to go make something now. Not sure what yet but it will happen. Well, until next time, stay cool and DFTBA.

Peace out,
Sarah

(now that I think about it actually it's midnight here, I might just get on Netflix instead and go to sleep in a bit since I don't want to sleep away my Saturday haha)